It will be five months tomorrow since you were taken from us and not a day goes by that my heart doesn't ache. Some days I wake up and just for a second I forget that you're gone.So many times, I see something funny and pick my phone up to text or call you. It hits me like a train when I realise I can't see you again. Everything I do now, I do with you in mind; I want to make you proud. I know that you knew just how much I loved you but I wish I could tell you just one more time. You were and still are, an inspiration to everyone who knew you and even to those who didn't. You never let your illness deter you from what you wanted to do. You lived with a constant smile on your face and a laugh that was so infectious. I love you and I always will. I hope that wherever you are, you are smiling down on us. You used to tell me that I was your guardian angel, but I guess now you are mine. All my love, until we meet again...x